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the magic of delusions and one delusional perpective of the world

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"Signs"
My favourite word.
Signs are everywhere. I don't know if these signs appear for everyone and they just don't understand them or if I'm just special somehow. All I know is there are signs and I'm learning to read them. Sometimes they hurt sometimes they're confusing but there are times they come in handy from finding my way if I'm lost to getting out of a sticky situation just in time. People leave signs like a dog leaves shit. Constantly. And I'm near positive that these people are clueless. It's just the balance of the earth doing its work. Working it'd magic, you could say. Balancing it's energies. I know there's a tip-of-the-iceberg way about explaining this scientifically and I've touched on it in some of my saner research periods. I have and continue research this subject deeply from many angles.*
I believe. (Don't know in what per se) but I do. I believe .*
 
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Not quite sure what you are referring to as "signs".
Anything to do with people giving themselves away?

Here's a fairly common story somewhat:
Where do babies come from?
The story goes like we all "know" where babies come from.
However...some people would be heard to say:
They come from supermarkets, cabbage patches, the stork brings them and maybe another one.
These people could be dropping the line that we are not from "around here" (this planetary life).
And...these people are at a loss to explain "What's going on?".
Nevermind...how it's explained to us "why they say that".

Anyway...life seems to be "in-relation" to the own direct self (not outside of our own direct self).
Known life points to "out-away" from the own self.
Could very well be that "the own self" can't really be gotten into "anymore" as things currently exist.
It's a long...story.
Not readily relatable to at the forefront of anyone (lots of interference around).

Seems to be some kind of "labratory" existence.
Where the Being of anyone is simply being whittled away and fiddled around with by "them"...
Somehow all rigged-up to mindlessly float along...
 
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The only signs I've heard of is feathers from our guardian angels. I had one once but my head is too full of everything to hear them.
 
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It's interesting that you have titled your thread "The magic of delusions and one delusional perspective of the world".
Do you feel like these signs are part of a delusion? Is it causing you anxiety or are you bothered by them?
 
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Somersetscorpio I'm told they're delusions and I'm "psychotic" for behaving the way I do when I follow the signs. I'm trying to keep my eyes peeled in vain nowadays

@upagainstit when I say signs I mean something happens that is completely unrelated to another instance but defines it's outcome or predicts it
 
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I'd love some help getting a grasp on reality. People just let me babble and call me crazy but there are times where they don't remind me of reality and I'm stuck thinking something scary and untrue like being target for my ethnicity by another ethnic group or that everyone in my city is an actor and I'm living in the Truman show everything on the news is code about me
 
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Well...
that's plausible.
 
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Do you really think so?? Which country are you from if you don't mind me asking. I'm Canadian and born here and I swear it's just a very large native reserve? And "natives" are natives of any land and our media is super censored and parts of the US are actually here
 
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Saw your post as plausible in the light of the way things are known to me.
I'm Canadian as well.
In Ontario.
Born and raised in Trenton where I've been for most of my years.
Currently out here in the Warkworth area.
Thinking of packing it up and heading back to Toronto (greener pastures).
How things are Established in Canada seems to be quite "tight-lipped".

The Canadian people that I've come in contact with on Forums seem to have a "distinction" from people
in other countries.
They seem to be more "self-orientated".

Was brought up in the years when Canada/USA were closer together 60's/70's.
Before the 'more Canadian content' was gotten into.
 
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