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The hell is wrong with me?!

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Missingapart

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I finally got a therapist to get an appt. started Oct 10th calling like 3 therapists daily for a month. 1 finally replied back to an email a month later saying they do not take new patients. Then 1 actually answers!

My appt is in Dec. wow. Anyways. Now I don’t want to go!

what is wrong with me?! I don’t get it! I did all this work and now I’m like screw this. Is it because I feel like no one wants to actually wants to help?

sick of all the hoops I had to jump through. I guess I want to stay hypomanic forever? But then when my crash comes.... ugh!!!
 
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Please dont give up. Like you said you have tried so hard to get help. You deserve help and support. Please dont let the illness win!
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I know your struggle all to well when it comes to getting mental health help. Please keep your appointment. I have a therapist and gp right now. It has not crossed my mind not to go to appointments. Something is mentally wrong with me and I need some way out of all this misery.

I have made progress with my therapist not a magic pill by no means. But she takes the edge off and does not fault me for everything.

It is definitely worth the fight as we are talking about you and your well being-climb a mountain do not turn around keep on going. Love and hugs Jules.
 
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Missingapart

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I just don’t understand what my problem is. I did all the work. Got the appointment finally. The therapist even said she will help me get a psychiatrist appointment.

but at the end of the day. I feel like I don’t WANT to go!!!!
I feel physically sick everytime I think about it!
 
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