The Gods have spared me

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I hear the vicious demons and witches hiss and cry to me. My only relief is when I am in the arena battling the barbarians.
 
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Hail noble warrior, may I ask how long you've been hearing these demons and witches?

My demon (singular) has been speaking to me for three and a half years and tells many untruths.

As it happens Socrates the Greek philosopher called his voice his Daemon (pronounced Demon) but his was helpful and kind.
 
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They wail and screech as if they are in some sort of hellish reality. It should perturb me, however now I grow curiosity about it, while it gives me the strength to fight battles.

These demons have been persecuting me for many a year now, maybe as long as the reign of the emperor himself. In your tongue, it would be 9 years now.
 
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Nine years is a long time, has the medicus offered you anything to help?

I'm on medication that makes my demon far quieter than he originally was and all he does all day is complain about how unfair this all is to him, I haven't said a word to my demon for three whole years now and he hates every second of it.

He and I are locked in a battle of wills.
 
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There is a constant wailing. The human apparatus is designed to hear the wail very well since it sounds like a baby. My master gave me two weeks leave from battle, and the witch is so much worse. Curse them, and pray the Gods will help me!
 
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I hope the Gods save you from this torment. 9 years is too long to suffer. I had voices, now im on drugs..short story. But keep fighting the noble fight Gladiator. We all support you.
 
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I hope the Gods save you from this torment. 9 years is too long to suffer. I had voices, now im on drugs..short story. But keep fighting the noble fight Gladiator. We all support you.
Thanks bro
 
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Nine years is a long time, has the medicus offered you anything to help?

I'm on medication that makes my demon far quieter than he originally was and all he does all day is complain about how unfair this all is to him, I haven't said a word to my demon for three whole years now and he hates every second of it.

He and I are locked in a battle of wills.
Good work keeping them at bay:)
A battle of wills is a tough challenge. You must be proud.
 
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I'm on medication now
sometimes I miss the drama of my psychotic thoughts
but then I wouldn't be still here
if I continued to listen to them
 
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I think he's talking about another witch.

Gimme a hug you. :hug:
 
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Lets have some witches brew:cheers:
 
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is this like getting karma ?
and then not knowing if you understood your karma right
I still have some of that going on
in spite of the medication

and I cant watch paranormal stuff
 
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It should perturb me, however now I grow curiosity about it
And after nine years what do your instincts say about what they are and where they come from?

When seeking answers I turn to Janus (As depicted on a roman coin as my avatar), Janus is the god of Duality among other things. Janus has two faces and I feel I am similar, I have one face for all the world to see and there is the face of my demon hidden beneath the flesh.

I believe my demon and I are two minds sharing the same body, he can speak to me and I to him if I wasn't ignoring him of course.

Have you ever spoken to yours and do you know what they want of you? I know exactly what mine wants of me.
 
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