- Nov 25, 2019
- United Kingdom
I have made the decision that I no longer wish to live. I no longer experience any joy in life, I have little academic achievements and no work experience, I am a manipulative narcissistic sociopath, and I have no real friends or family, except for my father. I have asked so many different people to justify why I shouldn't commit suicide and they all say the same thing: "It gets better". I am sick of hearing this phrase being uttered because it is neither true nor helps in any way, and I can say with utmost certainty that my life will never significantly change for the better. It is a baseless copy-pasted answer people tell you because they don't want to bear the responsibility of convincing someone not to commit suicide, which is perfectly understandable. It frustrates me to no end that I haven't been able to talk like this to anyone, to express my true feelings. It also frustrates me that I can't simply ask to be humanely euthanised and that I will inevitably have to take matters into my own hands. Please, someone convince me why I shouldn't commit suicide.