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Deadheading

Deadheading

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#1
Last night made me even more determined to end it all. I wasn't successful ending it two months ago, but this time I'll make sure it happens before the New Year.

I am sick to death of this, and don't tell me to explore other options. There are no other options.
 
calypso

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I understand how dark it can get and how no hope remains. You say you don't want other options but you have come on here for a reason. You want to talk about your feelings to people. Hold on and see what you can glean from others.

Try reading Suicidal Crisis | Mental Health Forum and see what can help. If you are sure then it doesn't harm to think about this for a moment. Please hang on and don't do anything tonight.
 
BPDevil

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staying alive is also an option

lots can happen now to the time you are supposed to die, it maybe good

so why end it early
 
Deadheading

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I would be prolonging my life chasing a hopeless fantasy that good things will come. I've lived long enough for those good things to come.
 
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mowhead sucide dosent work ive tried many times chase a dream that could work at least talk to the Samaritans.