
wishiwuzthar
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During my school years, I became (self) convinced I was stupid. Apparently, my mind developed a defense for this in the form of a mental block. That is, the info came in one ear & out the other, ("I'll never remember all this stuff!") & of course causing more stress at the pop quiz / test(s) time.
I am quite older now, & yet I am unable to stop this. And so, near the end here, I still work my 2 "slacker" jobs / 7 days a week @ a 17 year duration; just to stay above the poverty line.
Whenever my boss verbalizes his shipment schedule, I hear the words alright. But then my anxiety clicks on & if I do not write the orders down on the spot, I will forget them in mere moments.
There may be a chance for advancement soon, & yet even being the senior employee in my dept.; I am terrified I will be asked to fill the position.
And I HAVE to take it. I must earn more dinaro, because I am nearing the end of the trail.
I am quite older now, & yet I am unable to stop this. And so, near the end here, I still work my 2 "slacker" jobs / 7 days a week @ a 17 year duration; just to stay above the poverty line.
Whenever my boss verbalizes his shipment schedule, I hear the words alright. But then my anxiety clicks on & if I do not write the orders down on the spot, I will forget them in mere moments.
There may be a chance for advancement soon, & yet even being the senior employee in my dept.; I am terrified I will be asked to fill the position.
And I HAVE to take it. I must earn more dinaro, because I am nearing the end of the trail.