- Nov 5, 2020
- Clearwater, Florida
I managed to get sober in 1991. I relapsed several times, I believe due to depression and my paranoid schizophrenia. Finally stopped for good in 1998. Here's the catch: When I did finally stop, it was because my voice made me. So, I haven't really even been tempted for 23 years. Now, all of a sudden, my voice has been suggesting that I start drinking again! And it made me feel like it would feel really good to tale a sip of alcohol again. concerned. So, I am concerned. Not sounding any alarms yet. Will probably go to an AA meeting at the Serenity Club today. Haven't been allowed to attend for 20 plus years. But, darnit(trying not to curse anymore), I don't even want to think about alcohol!