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My mom has schizoaffective disorder.
A few years ago she tried to kill me.
Now I spend my entire life trying to keep her alive.
I am in my early 20's, and in university.
She is the most loving woman in the world when she takes her meds.
We are a normal middle class family.
No one understands. They think I should just get over the past.
But I cant. It happened. Its still with me.
But I will never tell her how hard it is for me to deal with it. I dont want her to feel guilty. I just want to keep her alive.
A few years ago she tried to kill me.
Now I spend my entire life trying to keep her alive.
I am in my early 20's, and in university.
She is the most loving woman in the world when she takes her meds.
We are a normal middle class family.
No one understands. They think I should just get over the past.
But I cant. It happened. Its still with me.
But I will never tell her how hard it is for me to deal with it. I dont want her to feel guilty. I just want to keep her alive.