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I think about killing myself a lot
I think about how much relief it would give me. I feel like there is no incentive to exist. I am largely useless and can't seem to maintain and care for myself.
 
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I'm sorry to hear this. Do you see anybody about your depression, or take any meds?
 
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It's good that you are reaching out here on the forums. Please continue to reach out to others, your family/friends, professionals, and us here. You are hurting right now but that can change.
 
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I think about killing myself a lot
I think about how much relief it would give me. I feel like there is no incentive to exist. I am largely useless and can't seem to maintain and care for myself.
So sorry you feel this way. It can get better though. You just have to hang in there. You deserve happiness
 
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I'm sorry to hear this. Do you see anybody about your depression, or take any meds?
I take meds and I see a therapist. But at times when I'm feeling particularly ashamed it's more pronounced. Such has been the case lately.
 
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I think about killing myself a lot
I think about how much relief it would give me. I feel like there is no incentive to exist. I am largely useless and can't seem to maintain and care for myself.
@Aco .....you seriously need to get yourself admitted to a psych hospital to get yourself some TLC.....a hospital break would help you.
 
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Hello Aco. Welcome to the forum. I am so sorry to hear you are feeling this way. I know there are times we feel worse. It sounds like your feelings of shame has caused you to feel worse. Shame is such a difficult feeling. I am glad you have a therapist. Therapy can take time so hang on in there.
 
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Hi Aco,
Really you are not useless, glad you have a therapist and take meds.
You might need a med review, please contact your dr.
These below links might help you.


If you’re thinking about suicide and are in immediate danger, please call your local emergency number (i.e. in the UK call 999, in the USA or Canada call 911, in Australia call 000 and in New Zealand call 111) or call the international emergency number of 112.

If you have been affected by the contents of this thread and would like to speak to someone about your feelings you can call one of the following helplines:

In the UK and Ireland, the Samaritans can be contacted on 116 123.
In the US, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is 1-800-273-8255.
In Canada, the Suicide Prevention Service on 1.833.456.4566.
In Australia, the crisis support service Lifeline is on 13 11 14.
In New Zealand, the Need to Talk service is on 1737 or 080017371737.
Other international helplines can be found at www.befrienders.org.
 
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