- Jan 14, 2019
My whole life is study. I'm studying Commerce right now, and I'm alone every single day. I wake up alone, eat all three meals alone, watch TV alone, go to sleep alone, study alone... I feel so tired sometimes, I can't even lift my arm to grab a TV remote. I'm 25, still a virgin, never had a GF, never kissed a girl, never held a girl's hand, the last party I was invited to was in 7th grade. Homicidal. Think about killing people sometimes. I'm dead inside. Every day is indistinguishable from the last. Taking Zoloft, does next to nothing.