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suicidal, no friends, no GF, mentally and physically exhausted

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hehehe

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My whole life is study. I'm studying Commerce right now, and I'm alone every single day. I wake up alone, eat all three meals alone, watch TV alone, go to sleep alone, study alone... I feel so tired sometimes, I can't even lift my arm to grab a TV remote. I'm 25, still a virgin, never had a GF, never kissed a girl, never held a girl's hand, the last party I was invited to was in 7th grade. Homicidal. Think about killing people sometimes. I'm dead inside. Every day is indistinguishable from the last. Taking Zoloft, does next to nothing.
 
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toutatis

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Hang in there hehehe, and try not to set your thoughts on those darker thoughts, please. I know it's tough and a friggin' slog a lot of the time, but always cling to the hope that things will improve, okay?

I thought my twenties would never end, lonely all the time, a virgin for quite some time too, but things did change for me eventually and they will change for you as well, believe me. The fact that you're a virgin isn't a bad thing at all, but I do understand you'd much prefer to have a connection with a lady - it's human.

Please don't take offense but have you considered going to a 'lady of the night', at all? It might be just the thing to get the ball rolling with the opposite sex. That's what I did when I was 24. Downed a few beers and off I went.
 
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Maybe you could join a depression support group or volunteer at a hospital. Hugs. I hope you find a girl that is great
 
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My whole life is study. I'm studying Commerce right now, and I'm alone every single day. I wake up alone, eat all three meals alone, watch TV alone, go to sleep alone, study alone... I feel so tired sometimes, I can't even lift my arm to grab a TV remote. I'm 25, still a virgin, never had a GF, never kissed a girl, never held a girl's hand, the last party I was invited to was in 7th grade. Homicidal. Think about killing people sometimes. I'm dead inside. Every day is indistinguishable from the last. Taking Zoloft, does next to nothing.
Sounds like me at the age of 18. I would talk with your doctor about getting better pills. There's no magical answer to your pain other than that.
 
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