Suicidal given up

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Kitty kat

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So these few days j am very tearful I've really given up and have suicidal thoughts I may not act on them but they there
I was a strong person, i am only human and the strongest has now cracked up.
I hope I not got bipolar. I not know what's going on
 
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Asmara Rse

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So these few days j am very tearful I've really given up and have suicidal thoughts I may not act on them but they there
I was a strong person, i am only human and the strongest has now cracked up.
I hope I not got bipolar. I not know what's going on
 
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Asmara Rse

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Hi Kitty,
First I’m new here. I’ve isolated for years from everyone and even online, (except recently getting counseling). And I’ve started taking CoDa classes. Which is huge for me. I’m struggling like you wondering what’s wrong with me. You are worthy, and have something so important to share thru the trials and pain your experiencing. It’s worthy to share I know because I read your post and your feeling the same as I do now. This gives me the opportunity to tell you what I wanted to hear tonight: This is what I want to hear from a loved one, (but I feel unloved) and unworthy but I know it’s not true. It’s coping with stresses that makes us feel this way. I hope that you can find some kindness to give yourself. You sound like you need it and you deserve it. You are loved. Hugs,
Warmly,
Asmara
 
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Hails

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I will send positive thoughts to you that you find some supportive people to keep you safe and loved. Bless,
Hails
 
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Asmara Rse

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Hi
So these few days j am very tearful I've really given up and have suicidal thoughts I may not act on them but they there
I was a strong person, i am only human and the strongest has now cracked up.
I hope I not got bipolar. I not know what's going on
Kitty Kay,
I hope your feeling better today. I just wanted to tell you I’m thinking of you and hope your feeling better. Things can be so overwhelming and take time to process what’s happening. I understand. Been there, am there too- If I can help in anyway. I’m here. I’m new here and searching for answers, and friendship.
Kindly,
Asmara R🥀se
 
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Asmara Rse

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Thank you Hails. Sending love and appreciation your way.
Best wishes to you as well💗
KittyKat and Hails,
I think Hails meant to respond to Kitty kat and I got it wrong!
I’m so embarrassed- I responded to this when it was meant for kitty Kat. I hope no offense was taken. I was also feeling not well and suicidal yesterday and on with crises line and was feeling like a nervous breakdown before I found this site. On top of that I’m somewhat illiterate on these sites because I’ve never really been on them. Once Facebook a really long time ago. So I’m in a time warp and I sure don’t intentionally ever mean to disrespect anyone.
Sincerely how are you? Hope all is well and safe for both of you💫