- Oct 25, 2009
im going to write this maybe it will help me. its 2.35am again and im wide awake.over the past few months ive been cutting out my meds. i stopped risperdone 5 months ago and i am down to a quater of a tablet of mirtazipine a night. over the last 3 weeks i have slept only a few hours a night. last week i started chatting in my head and thought nothing of it. then by saturday i reliased that i was answering the voice in my head out loud. i know that the last few days of that they were getting worse with the language etc.so i took half an anti psy.next day i was fine and i slept 11 hrs. yesterday i was fine and slept well.tonight i feel terrible my head wont shut up and i feel a bit confused. ive taken half a anti psy. im worried my psychosis is coming back.dont know what to do. tell my psy doc tommorow on the phone. or goto my docs and tell him and see if he can help me with my sleep. i think that its the lack of sleep messing me up. or am i delusional about that.