- Feb 18, 2019
I am having a bit of a hard time the last week. My partner and I had to put our old dog down last Monday. It's been tough without her. Thankfully we have our two younger dogs to love and love us. I would be so much worse if not for them. It had been a while since I have felt this darkness and almost physical weight on me. Sure I have been worse in the past......doesn't make now any easier. I am hoping that things will get better with time, but so far things seem to just keep getting darker. At what point do you reach out? I definitely don't want to end up in the hospital again or starting self injury again. I find it hard to reach out anyways. Have always felt like I have to face this alone.