- Jul 21, 2018
I'm struggling a lot lately. I just can't stand myself. Everyone keeps commenting on my body and saying how I need to gain weight or how I'm "so tiny." Commenting on what I'm eating/not eating...etc. Just wish everyone would be quiet. It's so triggering and I'm trying really hard to eat and drink as I can't afford to go back to my low weight, but tbh I don't see the point anymore. Just want to stop existing entirely, feel like such a useless waste of air. Feel like everything is pointless.