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Struggling tonight, trying not to text an ex.

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Fancyharm

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Internet seems to be back to runni g at full speed.

Had a blip today, I sent a text. Really beating myself up about it at the moment. I will get over it.

My body clock is not great.

My appetite is rubbish due to the IBS.

I don't really know if I am suffering from PMT too as I am in the perimenopause stage.

So I'm a bit down at the moment to say the least. I've also got another 3 weeks until I get my artificial eye.

I will be ok, I'm hoping that posting on here picks me up a bit, talking to my trusted friends.

There is progress to be made from the situation. At least that's something.
 
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yes dont worry hunny
just pic yourself up dust yourself down
no need to beat self !

perimenoupause can be difficult like that
maybe try some emotional music ?

have you done anything fun for youself ?

:love: 💜
 
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Thanks for the well wishes.

I'm ok now. I think a bit of PMT is about, I checked my calendar!

My crochet keeps me going. mix yarns and create my own styles.

I think I really missed the forum with my internet being broken.

XxxxX
 
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thats great, I never tried inventing crochet styles
maybe you can photograph what you have done

:loveshower: :loveshower: :loveshower: 🌠
 
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I've had a busy day today. I hope everyone is feeling good.

I don't know where the time has gone today, it's funny how some days are like that.

I have watched loads of box sets lately, so I haven't a clue what to watch on tv tonight.

Hopefully I will find something interesting, I hate it when I'm just flicking through channels not finding anything decent.

I'm so glad that my internet is working now, I find it helps to post here as it gets me out of the texting habit. Also it's so nice to feel wanted instead of unwanted and getting a rubbish reply.
 
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Also it's so nice to feel wanted instead of unwanted and getting a rubbish reply.
exactly, in my support group
they call that looking for bread in a hard ware shop !

can you pull up a TV guide
I find it helps if I can plan what I'm going to watch

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I'm watching misfits salon!

It's quite good.

Yes, that's a good way to describe it. Looking for bread in a hard ware shop!!! Thanks for sharing, that has helped me. XxxxX❤❤
 
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15 more minutes to pain relief. Just taken a tablet for period cramps and having fibroids makes the cramps worse. Just 15 more mins until the tablet kicks in.
 
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Wearing off now. It's an intense pain, makes me feel sick. Writing here helps as usual.

Sometimes the pain goes right down to my ankles.

I grew up with everyone thinking I was a 'tit'as my half brother called me. But a few years ago after an ultrasound I found out why my periods were so painful.

I am not in touch with my family nowadays, but I would in some ways like to stick two fingers up to them due to the negative feedback they gave me when I was in pain.

I don't know why I didn't use the ammunition I had against my half brother by saying "Well at least I never bought the police to Mom's door more than once" and not to mention all of the other grief he caused over the years.

I have always believed in maintaining my dignity, but sometimes I wish I had given his shit back to him, which is where it really belonged.
 
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have you had help with the fibroids ?
I dont know much about them

I would not try to give ' shit ' back to a family member
that just creates more bad memories

he is probably ill

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No I haven't spoken to him for years and nor do I wish to.

I haven't had help with fibroids, I have my tablets to help me.

I have had a rough day, hopefully I will be better tomorrow.
 
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I have had very little sleep last night.

I think it's because I didn't use up any energy yesterday as I was poorly.

At least the pain has subsided.

I dread today now as my anxiety levels raise when I have had no sleep, I get hot flushes and everything gets exaggerated.
 
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