- Aug 30, 2012
- North West Wales
CPN called today, as arranged. Told her how I feel and that head is making plans. She just said it was my choice. Didn't really want to talk about it. Was going to tell psychiatrist though. Tried to explain how I feel and what it is like to live like this, she didn't want to know, just blamed me for it as if I chose to be like this!! I'm exhausted. Don't know what else I can do. Nowhere to turn to. No help. Nothing. Feel so alone.