- Oct 29, 2014
Lately I've been struggling badly with stuff. I have moderate depression ( so doctors say ) and I feel completely lost in life and have been for many years I've been out of work now over 4 years and this bothers me terribly. I have to go to this place called Seetec everyday ( I'm sure some will know of it its related to the job centre ) to do what ever they tell me to do really and it makes me worse and worse they have me on this course at the moment which is pointless in all honesty and I'm starting to lose the will to live I really am. Don't get me wrong I'd love to get back to work ( how ever much it terrifies me ) because I do feel it might help but getting a job that's right for me and more importantly my head seems impossible so my options are very limited and if I end up back doing something I hate for the rest of my life, well it won't be a long life. So here I am now lost, confused and no were to turn its not a good feeling and I'm starting to lose weight yet again and these are just horrible feeling to have and I don't know what or were to turn.