Struggling to care

[PineappleNine]

Hi, I don't know if I feel like posting my entire story but my intro post has info I think. Basically I'm just doing badly again. My anxiety isn't the main problem any more, but depression has got worse. I think. I'm just sick of trying, so I don't do it. I feel like I have so much health crap going on, that I'm supposed to be dead. And I just get annoyed at everyone. People's drama keeps getting on my nerves. I just feel like I'm a crap person. Horrible thoughts went through my head when I was on moclobemide and also when I was not on anything else. I'm reminded of being a teenager and the same thing being the case. I feel like I'm stuck in poverty, and even doing the slightest thing feels hard. I walked to the postbox today and that was the first time I'd left the house in a week, apart from taking out rubbish. I struggle to do it these days. I just feel like, everyone else has to put up with my sh**, and why should they have to. Wish the chronic pain and nausea would go away. Wish everything would, to be honest. Sorry.

 

[00Bluejay7500 (was Scapes1986)]

I'm sorry you feel all these things. Stay positive and good things will come. Mentally and physically and spiritually.

<3

 

[Toniyl40]

I know how it feels to feel like a crap person. I feel like nothing. I hope something changes for you.

 

[PineappleNine]

Thank you, I do just get overwhelmed by things. You just get sick of it after a while, really, and it seems to get harder every time.

 

[Prycejosh1987]

Wish the chronic pain and nausea would go away. Wish everything would, to be honest. Sorry.

Try meditation. Try prayer, do not give up but try different options.