- Apr 5, 2015
- Valley of dry bones
It's been a long time since I've been on the forum. Sorta been doing okay. But the last few weeks I have really spiralled down. Apartment's in a baaaaad state right now. Been having a lot of anxiety. Shopping way too much, spending way too much money. I'm working, but after work I crash and do nothing. Weekends I sometimes don't get out of my pjs the whole weekend. I was going to tackle the mess in my apartment this weekend, but that didn't happen. Anxiety was so bad I couldn't get myself off the couch. Went to the grocery store today and nearly caused a collision on the way there. It's been downhill ever since. Tried to go on crisis chat, but got timed out or something. Self harmed while waiting for someone on crisis chat. Haven't self harmed in like 4 years, but I needed the release.