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Number one, he's not in position via his ex old work anymore, that's the first thing, and I am not sure whether if he is very senior in his new line of work, or not,

also, I know that he is not and stress not taking advantage of me, we are very much fallen in, and in love lust with each other.

Furthermore, I am trusting him, that I am sure that he's done his homework so to speak, on me, in that he knows full well, I have specific and mental health related conditions.

it even came up at my group GP pracitice, last week, when I was there in person, and the remark came up couldn't name drop his name obvisouly, and then saying he is still for me, and vice versa.


We have known each other a long long time, and it is about eventually time, that us both ought to now via himself planningn for us to get together, privately.


Best regards.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,

I hope all are presently well. I still have my ongoing rashes f rom causes of a medication/psorasis skin complaints condiitons up, apart from that I'm fine, mental health I am absolutely - very well.
Except r egarding my tiredness.


I had a pleasant surprise fright, today, I'd been to care and community centre during my volunteeering day elsewhere in the North West of London areas, now ah, we couldn't get to speak, and I was involved having my lunch meal, i caught sight of him gazing into my direction where i was , and in fact, I thought I caught the sight of him, whilst he was speaking to somebody, he was facing another direction, now it would appear, and I am tr ying not too r ead too much into this, me things that we did hold each other's gaze via us, and I was at much of a distance, for quite a while.

I have something which I'll send off to him, tomorrow, which hopefully, he should then receive comfortably on time, more or less on time, for Thursday, for Friday which off course, will be Valentine's Day and weekend. i am pleased that in a big way, I did spot and he was of mutual feel bonding I think, each o ther today from a distance slightly, in the care and community dining room.


He certainly did brighten up my days via North West of London, once more and as always. And made my day.

Even though he has switched work roles, I am still feeling very happy, and in love, and deep attraction set/linked from him.

i have been volunteering helping out for a mailing, for a brand new religious sector organisation, not too far, from where i had lunch.


Have a good day all,


Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,

I hope that you are al well; I have got that s tressing headache again;

I just happened to be in a cafe to get a footlong sub, ordered and bought, when, down the phone line, and swung up with, "volunteer" once and when it hit me what it was implying the remark, I felt what oh gawd, not that again, i shouild like to reiterate, that my strong admirer, and now mutual admirer had and is always still falling for me, and I know full well, that turning the clock back, to 2012 and 2014 time onwards, she, the intervening one, annoyingly on my part, hadn't even been in the umbrella section just then, and who is she to intervene about us, he was always falling for, and still is the case generally today, I never probed it, and certainly not, the emails either, NOT MY FAULT EMAILS wise.

This is still leaving me hit with a very live history raw nerve, and I am not feeling too enthralled about that.

I have now in fact, sent off my anonmyous valentine's card, off to him, and he;'ll get that in due course this week, that's if, there no further eruptions about, meaning that we cannot even g et to be on a date, for meal, and conversations even, that would happily do me, and I have got the psorasis complaints severe problems at the moment, anyhow, so I couldn't even entertain anything pyshicall on that front. Not for a long while yet.


In terms of our bonding, all of that was NOT MY FAULT, it has been HIS DOING, ONLY, years ago, th ough we ARE MUTUAL NOW.


If I get anymore implied negative remarks up, from external sources, via my home area, and via there, I shall be rooting for extremely hard taking part, ZUMBA classes, that is no question.


A Not feeling too enthralled Natalie,


Have a good week,


Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks/Hi All,

I'm finer, now very well I am more resettled, since my slight outburst on here, about an hour and a half ago. I get het up and frustrated very easily, and in particular through no fault of my own.


I am considering tomorrow, and I am just recovering from my leg pains, to do low impact salsacise workout earlier morning overnight.

In terms of zumbas, I am planning to be in at the care and community location, on the 11th March, and the weather based temperatures, shall be reasonable, for once, at 54f. Real feel, 49f, so that is going to be much more like it, weather wise.


If there happens to be any early evening zumbas, off course, I shall aim for, otherwise, it's the 9.30am sort of zumba classes.


Have a good week all,

Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,


I am fine, i am much calmer than earlier on this afternoon, aware that, i have been in usual quieter surrounds, and no ill affects of possible pending involvement via my strong mutual admirer, note he fell for me, not the other way round, and also he instigated the emails, many moons back, not my fault, and not my fault for the falling for me, as well,

I have been monitoring for when parents were back from shopping to assist her, mum back in to house level, and then I eased into the late afternoon, early evening just via listening to musicals, music and knitting offline, and... remembering my strong mutual admirer.


He'll hopefully shall receive something annual anononmyously all being well, from me, either tomorrow in the post, or on time on Friday which off course, is the big, Valentine's Day.


I am still planning to be attending zumba, in the care and community location, where i volunteer, and he is based working implied next door there, in the HQ, on the 11th March. I will always be in terms of zumba and he would have known what i would have meant, for the following, ready for zumba action.


I need to learn to get to grips with the choreography for the first couple of sessions, then each week, I will be working out in the class, very harder within, to rid of any aggrieviances.


Have a good week, all,


Best regards all,



Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks/Hi All,

I'm alright this evening, I have had a slight sound flashback, to a triggering indirect over the phone remark, i just happened to have been in a cafe restaurant, whilst waiting as a regular customer, and the tirggering remark caught me again, with the usual annoyance and agreviences.

However at this point of time, I am well this evening fine, and without any more suddenly caught unawares of live at the time t hough, flashbacks regarding that remark implied.

I have been listening to Jane McDonald, she's brilliant for calming purposes, and knitting offline andmore knitting offline shall be done this evening.

i am hoping to do a low impact harder session of salsacise workout, tomorrow or Friday.


In other antics of mental h ealth I am well, psorasis wise, problems still,

I am still taking 75ml certainly and as long as I'll remember once aday, of Pregabalin, and 25ml of Abilify once a day. The pregabalin can be up to twice a day. I have a feeling sneakily I'll need to have Pregabalin twice a day, if external on ground triggers, carry on just to annoy me, and probably my strong mutual admirer thankfully though as far as I am aware, he doesn't have any mental health ailments. He is a very well character.


Have a good evening all, and I'll return to give an up date in the morning, or midday.


Best regards all,

Though at midday I could be out shopping to another area.


Natalie.
 
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Natalie I want you to get together with your strong mutual admirer! It would be soooo romantic 🥰
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,

I have been out shopping out of my local area today.

I'm fine, very well, I haven't had more triggering remarks up.

Have a good week all,


Best regards all,

Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,

What a weather wise weekend wash out this will be, I'm just ex tremely relieved, I don;'t have a valentine's date arranged for this weekend, I would be irritiblity unwell, and weather wise also annoyed.

I was going to be officially volunteering on Tuesday, however, bitterly cold early on, when I would be setting out, I'll rebook hopefully for later on or the following week, when milder.

I'm monitoring the weather extremely closely for the early week.

I am just very relieved, I was spotted and seen by my strong mutual admirer, on Tuesday this week, so he has me very happier in time for the Valenine's weekend, overall.


Have a good Valentines' Weekend all, I shall be around during the weekend,

Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks/Hi All,

I just wish to reirate and I felt to put through via the MHF site, forums, I am CERTAINLY NOT THE OTHER WAY. I just so happened to have recognised a familar intonation of voice, and I wondered oh, what they are doing there, hang on, they ought to be in dock, working at Surgery Practice reception, now just because i recognise a tone of voice, people miss assume. They mis judge me.

Particularly just after I sent my strong mutual fell for me admirer a valentine's card, I simply couldn't let this weekend in particular go, without sending him anonmyously something annual, and then this!!! The affects depedning how busier I have been on a day or week, and my tiredness, and tiredness caused from my long in existence med brand, ARE DRIVING ME MAD. i can't basically reduce right down slightly, because via my szchiophrenia traits I'llc all it, they are the doses of 25ml helping me to keep more balanced mental health and stablised.


I am hoping I'll do a harder and faster sa fely does it now, workout tomorrow morning overnight.


Mind you, I have just lately always been in a deep sleep can't sap out of earlier enough for a workout session.


Have a good Valentine's Weekend all,


Best regards all.


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks/Hi All,


I am much better now than how i wasn't about 1pm, the time when I last posted.

Aware that I have been in home since, and knitting with music offline, and remembering my strong mutual he fell for me, admirer, I have been much easier about things, and I just know, I am not the sort, and I haven't transferred, so I just knew know I am not the other way.


The weat her has been a tr ocious and is again, causing my right leg to be more painfula gain, and I am wearing supports to help the ankle and calf areas of leg out.


I can't guarantee that I will be volunteering inmy mian base, on Tuesday, owing to the ridiclous colder temperatures, at the turn of 9.30am, on that morning, when I would set out.


Have a good day all,


Best regards all,

Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks/Hi All,

I am much much better. Have beenlistening to music for the afternoon, so far, and knitting combined offline. My right leg has been painful again, so I'm wearing supports for the ankle and knee affected areas of leg, and the pains have greatly reduced.


Have a good evening all,

Oh and remembering my strong mutual admirer,


Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,

I'm well, I'm alright, mental h ealth wise. I haven't had anymore triggering flashbacks, to a certain remark which I stumbled upon, on Wednesday.


I have decided that I will be to help via my main organisation base on Tuesday, and the work will start call it give or take from 10.45-12.30pm, room has been booked for. Either side, before or after the volunteering I shall keep tabs via my mutual strong admirer.Potential gent f riend.


Have a good day all,

Best regards all,

Natalie.
 
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Hi Natalie! What did the Valentine's card say? What did he say to you after reading it? This is exciting! 😍
 
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Hi Crazy Andy,

I bascially said, that I couldn't believe we are still connect even now, on a happier note, and I covered about Thursday 16th January, when a bit before I had lunch, and before I attended a session, he suddenly gave me a short sharp shock of a fright, me recognising his voice, and it was the voice that gave it away, turned, slightly and there he was!

Also, that i am still feeling very fond for him, and very attracted to him, he is a one very handsome and very attractive strong mutual admirer and potential gent friend.


Now I don't like to always enquire people, about valentine's card s I would have sent, so even though for a couple of years, I have sent him one, I keep it so to speak if you will a pending romantic mystery.


Also, there is that very common term as well, rejection, so I don't like to venture into enquriing him after I have sent him the card and in the hope, that he would have then received it.

Mind you, I don't think in the past couple of years, we haven't had a big problem of r ejection on in aspects of our fr iendship, and pending for then as and w hen, no rush on my part, r omantic relationship.


As i have vouched, elsewhere within MHF, and in this th read, unfortunately I haven't been well, with skin complaint conditions, such as porasis and also rashes, caused fr om a med. I t hink, that posrasis wise, I am now gradually healing from psorasis.


Anway I shan't diagress further into my health woes, I hope my answering the question about valentine's card , helped.



Best regards.
 
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