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Hi Lunar Lady,


Thanks very much. I was busier the late afternoon/earlier evening to help dad out with his accountancy work via the computer, in at home, he gets stuck in a technical rut at times, that one, and eventually I sat down, to listen to musicals and I knitted, square pieces, for then eventually into a blanket style. Or shape.


I have greatly improved, also, I was feeling low and irritible, feeling low weather wise, we had some very dark clouds, and boy it rained, only for a short time though, irritiblity wise, I haven't been well, from the ridicoulous heatwave, my back was absolutely ringing with sweat, and I have the problem of boils, to watch out for. Hopefully, for preventing of boils to flare up in the first place.


I had to have taken a dose of my calming and more lifitng supplement, so I am finer, more calmer and more lifted on that front.


i hope you are well,

Thanks again,

Natalie.
 
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HI Folks,

I have just completed my chair fitness workout, so I should be relatively destressed certainly for the morning ahead. I am busier this afternoon, with parents, I have to go to somewhere for my mother's appointment with them, so I won't be able to get another chair fitness done, until late afternoon or earlier evening.


I am much better than I was, however it was overall Anxieties connected, I was having problems via, and not Paranoia, Paranoia in the first instance, and then Anxieties connected took over.

I am much better seeing that i took my anxiety medication yesterday, and I'll take shortly this morning and repeat, this evening.

Still, doesn't detract, I am not at fault, of something within this thread, that I certainly hadn't instigated emails, many moons ago, this was down to somebody else within this thread, in his original work field, dating back many years, and I have been thrown into the middle of all of, and I just know I am not t he one at fault.


However having done chair fitness this morning, I should then, now feel much more better about things.


Have a good day all,


Best regards all,

Still taking 25ml of antipshycotic and mental health combined med, and also 50ml of Anti Anxiety med twice daily, or will be twice daily.



Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,

A pleasant evening to all,


I'm very much better! I am hardly annoyed or agitated, not stressed, and certainly not irate!


I am hoping that I will do my chair fitness tomorrowmorning.

I am still h appier set, via my potential link of strong pending mutual admirer, I call it, pending because I am unsure for the time being, what will actual materalise, for him and me.


Have a good evening all,

Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,

I'm a little annoyed.

I haven't turned, GAY, I am still very much STRAIGHT, if i get a bad night of disruptive, or broken nights of sleep, I am going to feel absolutely shattered by the turn of 1pm, in the daytime, which was the cause yesterday, at my mental health day centre branch assessment, i was feeling absolutely shatteredjust after the appointment within the building still, because I know me, when absolutely shattered, my head drops down slightly, and or for a lot longer. I am certainly not for women, that's not a given in my books.

I am still very much in love/lust with my very strong mutual admirer. So no changes there!


i am volunteering on Wednesday next week, if he'll happen to be bumping into me, that will be very much of a big surprise, for me, linked to him.


I'll do a general debrief later ontoday, about 6pm,


Have a good evening all,

Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,


I just wish to update, and reaffirm that I am certainly NOT GAY. I haven't still turned the other way, so to speak, not, and I am still very much happily in lust so to speak linked to my strong mutual admirer.

I am going to be volunteering tomorrow, I shall be keeping tabs via my strong mutual admirer I need to offload annnoyingly beyond my control inadvertant caught in the middle off all, and I wish to via him set the record straight, further, and he would know that he instigated something, which i hadn't all those years ago. So I am half h oping jokingly on a serious note, to grab him, for a long debrief/review and the best way to plan forward word, and that if he would like my emails, to him, sent to him, via a diffrerent method then I need to a rrange with him, the best way forward.


Importantly though, I am helping overall, for tomorrow, from 10am, until either 1.30/2, or 3pm, for a department I am registered with, they need help, so I was only too obliging to help them, and i couldn't refuse such a request, which needs doing.


I'll do a update at MHF, about 8pm, in the evening,


Have a good afternoon all,


Best regards all.

Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,

Just before i start, I haven't been still not very well in the present week, currently no i am better now, just not from a couple of months back, boils head infections, taking their toll on me and time for clearing, healing, and stress, the stress is something I could have done without!!! I was very burned out, feeling, and topic wise I won't delve furt her and deeper into at the present time.


I happened to have been booked for volunteering, at my main sector only now base, and when I happened to have been making way to the dining room area, I had a happier surprise start, I spotted my potential admirer strong still, and potential Gent Friend, we chatted, so that saved me passing regards onto, via his ex and current work crew in his old work line, and then I had lunch.

I have been very much happier and much better in this regard, for the remainder of the week, (don't start me, not on Brexit, just revoke Article 50, without a referendum, that's my opinon) and I'll be voluntering on Wednesday in the North West of London Hendon area, so I won't be able to call in, at the main base and not be able to have lunch, however, I do plan on zumba, earlier in the morning beforehand, and then head over, to Hendon for the volunteering stint.

Note for moderators, will be out virtually all day, and I won't be able to properly logg in, not until about 8pm, pre catch up, and logged in properly, later on in the evening, thanks, to recover from tiredness, and have renewed energies, back, overall.


I am much much happier.


Have a good day all, hopefully, parents and i are eating out, lunchtime, or in the evening - today.

Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,

I thouight I would update, that I have now finally at long last managed to retrograde myself back to my old usual happier self, and linked to my strong mutual admirer. I am very happier for him in terms of his switched work roles.


I am no longer serving in the umbrella part indirectly linked to my religious organisation base, where he works, as a staff member, and on that note, I am no longer a volunteer, serving in the umbrella part of the organisation.

Therefore, and I should like to think, and on a hopeful positive note, that it ought to and should make things much easier, and much better, for him to plan for he and i at some point of time, allowing for the fact of course, he is extremely busier with work, via his new work role, I bumped into him on Wednesday, which was a bonus, because I felt I was going to return by to surprise him with a greeting, and I hadn't seriously felt, that it would be Wednesday, last week.

I am very happier having suddenly spotted him, at such distance, in the dining room, he was busily chatting to someone else at the time, so i jokingly took a slow boat to china, to then be able to greet him, and we had a short hello chat. He had very much brighten my day on Wednesday, last week.


I am going to be potentially busier myself from November onwards, floating between there the main sector, and another organisation in the North West of London areas, so it's going to have to be by fluke and chance again, when we might bump into each other.


I am always on call, on standby, always checking my inbox, I never know from day to day with a day off in between, or week to week, when I am going to be doing voluntary work.


Have a good evening all,


Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hey Natalie,

Glad to hear that things are looking up again - just what we want to hear! :D

Much love <3
 
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Hi Folks,

I just wish to set record straight once and for all, I haven't turned the other way meaning I am not GAY... I am very much straight. I am very much happily in love/lust with my strong mutual admirer.


I saw him the other week, and it made both of our days. Brightened me up.


I can sleep very very well overnighters these days, and not wake up and for the morning onwards very alert at all, and it takes me certainly to be come more with for the day, and us, in order for me to think or remember my strong mutual admirer while I am based at home, if I'm not volunteering and he is busily in his new role work wise. When it comes to the afternoon, certainly fr om the late morning if out earlier, I always need a good amount of cola caffiene, to then wake me up!

Also, depending what I have done on a day or week volunteering wise, I can feel absolutely shattered, by the mid late afternoon, travelling back home again, and once again, I AM VERY MUCH STRAIGHT. Drives me mad, when people start to make wrong misleading assumptions about one.

If at all if referring to me, offline, when I'm out on the streets shopping, and travelling by buses, there might be a tad touch of paranoia, I know though they are referring to me.

So once again, I AM JUST NOT THE SORT, I AM NOT GAY. I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE/LUST WITH MY STRONG MUTUAL ADMIRER. This aspect mis assumptions about me is starting to get to the end of my tether again.



I was out locally a bit before now, and I was not h appy about triggered indirect remarks if referred to me. Preferably just as well complimentary laughing and on a serious note, that we have the facility for usernames, and to protect id for real names not to be used, live on the forums, i am always always very relieved for that.


i'm uncertain when I will be volunteering in our location where he is a paid member of staff, and I'll try to plan within me, to try to suprise my strong mutual admirer to g reet him, on another occasion.



Have a good afternoon, all,


Best regards all.
 
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Hi Folks,

I have become much much more calmer since last posted.

I am much much better, and still remembering thinking of, my strong mutual admirer.


Have a good afternoon/evening all,


Best regards all.
 
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Hi Folks,


I heard very funny strange remark, through external grapevines, that my strong mutual admirer, and I have split???! Oh no we haven't and in fact, we are still very much together, otherwise, also, owing t o a couple of weeks back, I wouldn't have even bothered, to meet and greet him, for a short hello and chat. i was on a lunch break, during my volunteering task.


He had certainly brightened my day, and I am happier as ever, I don't know where the idea, split came from, as far as i know we are still together, and I am very aware, astutely, that he switched work roles, most recently.


I am still very much happier and brighter, in love/lust with him. I certainly haven't split,???! from him.


Have a good evening all,


Best regards all.
 
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Hi Folks,

I just felt to update, I am at long long last, very much happier I had some internally within me differnet health problems, and I am much better from those, so I am now overall and very much still, very happy linked to my s trong mutual admirer.

He really did b righten me, and lifted me up more a few weeks ago, he had very much made my day during my half an hour lunch break, for the duration of volunteering part of the day.

i am much much better, health wise, and very much happier overall, linked to my strong same one, mutual admirer/potential Gent friend. I say pending, as I don't know when we will actually get together. I am just very much satisfied, that i bump into him, occasionally. i have now readjusted, and resettled, since his big switch of work, to a different department, internally, as a paid member of staff, and where I volunteer. And also exercise in classes, of fitness in the same premises, complex.


Have a good evening all,

Best regards all.

Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,

I just t hought I would do an update;

I am still very happier and linked to my s trong mutual admirer pending, I say pending as I don't really know what will happen down the line. Anyway, I shall be out for part of the day, on the North West of London side, on Thursday, I'll keep tabs, jokingly on a strong note, on him, and I'll be very surprised, if, I happen to be seen and greeted by him. Now, I surprised him the last time round hopefully he wasn't too startled by that, so he might feel to return the surprise method another time.


He always really did suprise me as and when he would have happen to have noticed me, around, or about especially. Well, supposedly especially.


Anyway, I am still very happier, linked to my strong mutual admirer.


Have a good week all,


Best regards all.
 
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Hi Folks,

I have become tired, having been up from 5am, t his overnight, and worked out for an hour and a half, in dance and traditional aerobics.

I am still h appier linked to my very strong mutual admirer/potential as well if at all to be Gent Friend.

So no changes, there. I am still very much in love/lust via him.


I'll be volunteering until late November, then putting things due to my health requirements at the time of year, until Mid March.


Hopefully, within due course, I'll get to be seen by him, again, on another occasion.

Have a good evening all,

Best regards all.
 
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Hi Folks,

I'm alright, apart fr om the spirtual feelign and low and irritible through health, slightly irritible, apart fr om that, I'm very well.

I am still happier and very much linked to my original strong mutual admirer, potential Gent Friend.

It's my New year at present, so I'm happily keeping at home, and then early November hopefully I shall be so to speak, out on the road touring via organisations which I help, ad hoc occasional volunteering, or a set regular placement, in addition to ad hoc volunteering, and I might then, every so often be all being well, either whilst in helping at the site, or via my other ones, and visit there for lunch, and make a point of so to speak, keeping tabs with him, if I happen to then spot, him, to enable to say hello. And or chat quickly.


As I say, it's My new year at present, so nothing much doing on the voluntary work side of things, now, I would like to resurrect the problems of the ban of emailing, and get that emailing ban, lifted, once and for all, and I had left, the umbrella department attached to the main sector not volunteering in that part now, because apart from also busier with volunteering admin ad hoc duties ina t home, and then in attendance, also, so that hopefully he can then if he were to sought after me, then plan, much better for he and i, and I felt that the easiest and I should have done a long timem ago, for becoming too busier, was to have well, called it a day, after since 2011 time, so I'm glad i n ow have done just that.

i feel much happier linked to him and also to volunteer just in the main sector of my organisation main base same one, in North West of London particular post code location.


I hope all are well, I'm not going to become toohet up, frazzled, I'm fine, I'm very well, and also very happier towards him.


Have a good evening all,


Best regards all.
 
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