- Jul 24, 2019
So hi everyone.. I was on lithium fir 16 years and now my kidneys r fucked.. so they tapered me off lithium. Kinda.. supposed to be from 1500mg in 5 weeks..this is the 5th week.. I was suppose to be on 300mg last week and this past Monday off of it completely.. I went down to 300mg last week but then took 600mg.. still taking 600mg.. it’s bad lol.. I feel like I’m drowning in emotions.. I’m crying.. screaming.. crying and then telling myself to get it together. I got this.. it’s just thoughts I can control those so I don’t feel anything.. lol. No I can’t. I’m scared people will commit me.. scared to go outside and people will see me but I don’t feel safe in my home and I want to run away.. to somewhere but when I get there I won’t feel safe either and run again.. I’m a runner lol.. wish I had the body like one.. still taking seroqurel.. 100mg.. down from 300. Don’t know why I’m writing.. never done this before..just I’m scared to tell anyone how I feel cause well I’m sure u all know why!