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diddypinks

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ok i'm fucking up again this christmas havent not drank for a year and a month i decide for xmas i will treat myself to some online valium 50 tabs only 5 milligramms???????? WHY then i ordered some more instead of valium they have given me a much smaller dosahe of bromazapam. i wrote to them and basically explained the situation. i will fight to get the order right but thats the point nobody knows about this but me but when i take one all my paranoia,fear and anxiety dissapear and i love it. i'm not going to buy anymore and ive already told them i have a very good lawyer and accountant because the pills advertised on theyre website that they have given me are less expensive than the ones i bought. where does that leave me? still an addict STILL A FUCKING ADDICT i thought i had it sussed. i'm going to try and not buy anymore i know how harmful they are part of me wishes i didnt ignorance is bliss still a mess diddy:scared:
 
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hey diddipinks,

first of all, you know that buying pills over the internet is just as (if not more) risky as getting them from a geezer down an alley, so there can't be any surprise there.

next, you surely must also know that whatever temporary relief you get from some blues is just that - temporary. Whatever probs you got will still be there when the pills run out and trying to plug the hole is just gonna lead to bigger probs down the road.

I know, easy to preach (except I'm an atheist) - lay off them cause it's just a prelude to a much worse time.

Talk to your doc - peace
 
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diddypinks

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hi blue got an appointment with the doctor in a fe days so going to speak to them classic addiction i know i shouldnt do it but i do it anyway your right i'm probably going to feel all anxious for a week or to with redisule anxiety. it probably wont be as bad as i think tho thanks for the reply diddy:)
 
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