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Marzk25

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I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling, just this song. I want to be better and live a normal life. :low:
 
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Grr , don't have a good enough connection to try YouTube :(

Not that I've listened to music since the day the one I love left me . Only stopped watching skyfall a couple of days ago too . Been watching that since , over and over . Every single thing reminds me of her . Took the facia off the stereo in the car too .

Have a look for a cartoon called adventure land :)
 
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Hi Barry I've read some of your other posts, I'm sorry you're going through a breakup it's really hard. I like watching some films over again too as I find they can be comforting. I wish you all the best and hope you feel better with time. Thank you everyone for your posts.
 
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Thank you

I'd just like to say thank you to everyone, this forum is a bit like a lifeline for me. You guys all know what it's like to be borderline and although I have family members and a good friend it's hard not to put up a mask sometimes and act as though I'm okay when inside i am not. So thank you all for being here.
 
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Hardest thing I've ever done :( But I've never loved before . I'm not giving up , need to better myself and finish writing my life story and send it to her . We met by mere words on a screen , so its befitting I explain everything now I have an understanding of why I'm the way I am and why things didn't go well for us . Sometimes being BPD sucks , especially when you didn't even know you are . I'm only mild though and can harness the good we have in us because there's an up to each of our downs :) Find what makes us up and push for those .

I'm aware I mentioned her in every reply lol

I've moved on to the fast and the furious , which is a big step as she looks just like Michelle Rodriguez ( Letty ) and the story line of the later ones is doms pursuit of Letty regardless of her dying ( lol) not knowing who he is and then not remembering him . I'm welling up thinking about her discovering they're married and how Dom never says but let's her realise herself .

Talking to people on here that think similarly and have same traits has helped a lot . Was kinda alone in my own thoughts before lol

Give adventure land a look , saw it at a mates and its very well thought out , you can see personality traits in the characters lol
 
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Thank you I have seen adventureland before it is really good, thanks for reminding me though as I could watch it again,as I haven't seen it in a while. You are right about the character traits a lot of them seem to relate to BDP. :) the fast and furious movies are really good I have all of them too, i understand it being a big step for you to watch with her character reminding you of your ex I've watched films that have reminded me of an ex partner and it was hard but in a lot of ways helped me to get over them.
 
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