Yes Cal
Good idea to delete those posts which I have done.
I hope I haven't upset the flow of things for the forum.
Too much information from me and also too much of my feelings and points of view on specific subjects. But, it was good to let off steam.
The visions, well, I was just telling them just after they occurred, through my third eye and around me in my room, and then filling in where things had happened when I was out of doors.
Let anyone who wants to say I'm ill. It really would be interesting to get a professional's 'take' on what has been happening with my voices and my visions through intervoice but now I really don't care, because I do know it's not going to happen. There was no one, quite literally, no one to tell other than through Intervoice because I know full well that these sort of experiences are viewed as mental ill health by many people, and I did not want to go down that route ever again because I wanted to live my own way and I had every right to do that, if I so choose, without having my freedom taken away from me.
Surely, full marks to me for doing it on my own for years and before I joined Intervoice and then thankyou for all the help after that.
If I am the one responsible for putting people off posting then I am sorry, but I just thought, reading about my experiences, this would encourage other people to share their experiences as well, especially when, deliberately, I wrote them in a shall we say 'mentally different to their norm' sort of way.
I've never ever been on a forum before and it took me all my time to pluck up the courage to post, although that might seem strange to some people, and hoped I would get an insight into thoughts and feelings from other people, as well as helping myself to get these things out of my system.
My visions seem very vague, I know, whether they mean anything or not remains to be seen. But I was told yesterday through the voices that the rising of the oak tree was symbolism for the end of the tree of life. That this planet is already gone, and as much as I did ask for answers, and I did, there were none forthcoming.
Maybe the visions were just for me and me alone to let me know that when I am dead I will not be coming back. Only time will tell.
I don't give it too much thought these days because it's all just rather confusing.
I have travelled many times, all over the world, and many strange things have happened around me and to me while I've been away and also at home. These days, I just look forward to the next instalment, but just think that it's a good job everything started to happen around about middle age because it was just about the time in my life when I could cope with it all without getting the screaming abdabs or committing hare kare, which is how it makes you feel when voices, visions and having your body taken over first starts to happen.
Anyway, with regard to what the visions mean, and I will ask, if I have any insight whatsoever, I will post on Intervoice. But I've been told that I do not let the world unfold around me and that I must now read psalm 118, the very centre of the Holy Book.
Thank you to that person from America who e-mailed me and said how much they enjoyed reading my posts. It gave me the courage to carry on.
Terri x