- May 8, 2016
Hi. I believe in God and in the Holy Spirit because it was given to me after I pleaded with God for help. It helps hold me back from being stupid or uncaring and shines a light for me when nothing else could in the hard times. Before that I felt like I had been going through horrible attacks from the devil. But I really don't know if it was that or just a very broken brain. It is very hard to be a Christian who pleases God when the body is attacked by illness and the brain has to stay strong. I feel like its a fight for my soul, not just my body. Recently I'm doing better so prayers are getting answered, but I think the best thing God did was to just stick with me. I don't know why things are the way they are but I wondered if there was anyone else out there with a similar story.