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lark265

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no actual ENJOYMENT in my life right now.......the feeling is like I have this strange ailment that I picked up somewhere.....constant tenseness, the strong sense that I committed some horrible crime and maybe today I will get arrested for it (but no idea what that crime was).....also feel like I'm supposed to say "I'm sorry" about a million times to someone for something I did bad.......maybe if I say "I'm sorry" enough times, I will be forgiven for this thing.....I am guilty and the rest are innocent..............it's terrible
 
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Hi Lark, welcome to the forum:)

Sorry you are feeling so bad. It must be horrible feeling so anxious, especially when you haven't done anything wrong. I sometimes get like that, I get scared of seeing the police and think they are going to arrest me, I am also someone who constantly apologises though I think some people find it annoying.

I doubt you have done anything that bad, none of us are perfect...but i get that that is how you feel atm

I hope you find the forum helpful.x
 
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Hi Lark, welcome to the forum:)

Sorry you are feeling so bad. It must be horrible feeling so anxious, especially when you haven't done anything wrong. I sometimes get like that, I get scared of seeing the police and think they are going to arrest me, I am also someone who constantly apologises though I think some people find it annoying.

I doubt you have done anything that bad, none of us are perfect...but i get that that is how you feel atm

I hope you find the forum helpful.x
Yes I think this too sometimes when I am particularly tense and on edge. But I probably think that because I've had the police turn up at my Mum's house when I was living there (unexpectedly) and it kind of stuck in my mind. I feel like every time I see them back in my Mum's town they are out looking for me.

I can empathise with you OP, I spend a lot of time feeling very anxious, I understand how distressing it is.
 
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