sorry ! * poss trig *

[eeyore]

Thoughts wont go!! Its time I SH least everythin will be better again.

Sorry for wasting peoples time. Im just un-help-able goodnight all. My life is just a big black hole soon the hole will end.

 

[Foxjo]

your not wasting our time, here to help
please talk

 

[eeyore]

Talk about what, how people dont have the faintest of ideas whats goin n just exoect u to stop n listen life sucks n I hate every second of it. Hope ur alright

 

[sadgirl]

We all feel like that I know at the minute you don't think it but talking helps please carry on talking

 

[eeyore]

Talking..... I tried talking and my friend quite litterally had a go at me and told me he didnt want to know cos I dont listen hes the reason I went the GP n got refeared for help but im un-help-able cos I dont listen. I just want to give in, but I no he just sayin this to make me see im strong enuff to fight it but I honestly dont think I will last the night ive had enuff of fighting x thanks for talkin to me x

 

[shrew]

that is a risky thing for your friend to say if that is what he hopes you will do. Your friend shouldn't have had a go at you - he should consider your feelings and be there for you to offer support and the benefit of his experience, rather than being a dick about things. I hope you are feeling better today and will come back and talk. It is often the things that are going round our heads that build up and escalate and get too big, resulting in self harm, bad thoughts or worse. It is debilitating, perhaps worse than some physical illnesses because it affects so much of our normal life. Have you tried writing down how you are feeling (I think this got suggested in your other thread by Jo) on paper rather than it manifesting into self-harm? It may help you. Also, there is always someone on here to talk to - can share your issues or talk about anything, doesn't even have to be about anything in particular but it might be enough to distract you and give you some happier thoughts about things. I really hope you are feeling a little better today. Not everyone is like those you have encountered so far and there are plenty on here that can offer advice and support to you - please don't give up on it