- Nov 17, 2013
I'm new here and i feel fucking awful. I would love to contribute to other threads but i can't stop my mind from thinking at the moment. i have an intense axiety/angry feeling that is mostly physical, it's making me grind my teeth it's that frustrating. Within a few minutes i'll be ok though, i get regular glimpses of calmness only for it to descend back into absolute shit. I've read about BPD and i have 7 of the 9 diagnostic criteria, i don't have an official diagnosis though. I don't know what i expect from posting this! Everything i've said is fucking uselessly pathetic in describing how i feel, so much hate and pain! Constant thoughts of suicide but i don't think i'll do it. NOBODY CAN HELP ME.