- Aug 2, 2014
I do not cook, the number one reason is that I do not have the energy, but in addition there's the fact that I do not have a nice kitchen, I feel like if I had one of those kitchens you see on the TV adverts for places like Wickes or B&Q (with a window over-looking a big garden with fields beyond, but my kitchen window over-looks a small car park & the backs of some ugly buildings, with lots of fly-tipping) then I may well cook, but I don't so I only eat convenience food. My mum phones me up & tells me what she or her husband cooked for their dinner & says to me "you could do that", being so fed up with it I raise my voice & say "no I couldn't" & then she whines at me "there's no need to shout". She thinks she knows about depression because her husband allegedly suffers from it, well I am of the opinion that he's a fraud, maybe he has mild depression - but not like what I've got (and he hasn't got Aspergers like me); I don't get on with him. I have to be nice to my mum because she gives me money, once I did something she disapproved of & she cut me out of her will & she's got a decent sum in the bank which she got from the sale of her dad's house when he died. Anyway, so what if I only eat convenience food that I've took out of the fridge & put in the oven???