Somebody wake me I'm dreaming

soulsearcher

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Feeling like s***
 
Sammie Mara

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Feel like I'm stuck in a nightmare

Sick of BPD
Sick of life

Death when will you come?
Its a nightmare alright. I went through a spell last year for about 3 months I got really really bad after they gave me some nutty drug I had a bad reaction to. I was convinced I was going to die and I was so happy, off the scale happy then I didn't and I felt like you are feeling, the exit door had been closed and I was back with the BPD. I wish I had known about this forum then as I don't think the episode would of lasted so long as I felt terribly lonely even though I have a partner but a person without BPD no matter how hard they try will never understand the full complexity of it. You will come out of this episode, if you ever want to chat give me a shout as that is my plan. Talk to others who know how your feeling and you take care :)
 
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Its a nightmare alright. I went through a spell last year for about 3 months I got really really bad after they gave me some nutty drug I had a bad reaction to. I was convinced I was going to die and I was so happy, off the scale happy then I didn't and I felt like you are feeling, the exit door had been closed and I was back with the BPD. I wish I had known about this forum then as I don't think the episode would of lasted so long as I felt terribly lonely even though I have a partner but a person without BPD no matter how hard they try will never understand the full complexity of it. You will come out of this episode, if you ever want to chat give me a shout as that is my plan. Talk to others who know how your feeling and you take care :)
So true. I’m pleased my wife took the trouble to read books on how to live with someone suffering from BPD. It allowed her to be mindful in her behaviour so she wasn’t triggering me. That’s been the basis of my recovery.
 
soulsearcher

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been awake since 3 in the morning, feel like absolute s***
 
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Feel like I'm stuck in a nightmare

Sick of BPD
Sick of life

Death when will you come?
I felt like this yesterday. Was so ready for life to be over. Today, I feel a little better. Just take the day as five minute bites. Whatever you can do to get through the next five minutes...

BPD is tough as it heightens and intensifies everything so much, but the world needs people who feel so much. Your love, your emotions, and the power of that can make SUCH a big difference to so many people, to nature, to animals, to any cause you choose.

Don't give up!
 
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