- Aug 25, 2019
Hi, thanks for ur reply. I feel u pain I really do. Its such an awful feeling depressing feeling. As Iv got older in some situations Iv got better but in some ways Iv got worse too And I think that is down to the fact Iv become more aware of my problem.Hi Jodie. I know exactly how you feel. It just takes over my life daily. Just feeling constantly as if you aren’t good enough and feeling awkward in every social situation.. I struggle with blushing when some people talk to me, mainly if it’s someone I’ve never spoken to before. I hate having any attention on me and would rather blend in and not be noticed. I’m 26 and I’ve always felt this way, and I hope it does get better as I get older. Feel free to message me if you want to talk about it.
Iv been to my niece 3rd birthday party today. I was anxious before I went but I do push myself to go. when I was in the room I just kept my self to myself, unable to communicate, unable to have a conversation. I just feel so low now. I was invited back to my brothers but made my excuses and went home. Well Iv not stop crying since. I don’t want to be this person anymore, I hate me so much.
Can u tell me have u seeked medical advice for this? I don’t know what to do anymore x