- Dec 5, 2011
I usually keep my posts, the serious ones at least, limited to the BPD forum. I can relate to what many people write here. I'm not sure why I was ever created. There really is no purpose for me on this earth. I have no friends probably because A.) I'm boring as hell and B.) I guess I'm an asshole. A part of me would like to have friends, but I don't really have the energy to invest. It seems like I fail at everything I do or try. There is nothing that makes me feel content. I'll be 46 in 3 days and I'm too old now to start over, try something new, it's all pointless. There is no point to me or my existence! I'm the happiest when i'm sleeping!.