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i dont post much after the police got involved awhile back I don;t trust as well but i need to reachout... I'm struggling
 
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Hi lermein I have bipolar too. Why are you struggling?
 
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mood is very unstable low

odd thoughts i can post as they get me in trouble
 
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I’m sorry to hear that. are you coming down from a recent manic high?
 
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this isn't life

lots of bad thoughts

spent all my money like a fool but i did pay the rent

have to regroup againn





feel so low" and S :(
 
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i did eat but didn't help today

why is depresion so hard
 
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i did eat but didn't help today

why is depresion so hard
Definitely hear you concerning depression being hard. It really kicks my ass sometimes. I hope you pull out of it.
 
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so i slept for 16 hrs thanks to zopiclone

i felt ok when I woke got up and got out for a drink then BANG its back, hell is here all i can feel is pain, no one gets it or thats how it feels

I want to hurt so much but i want to feel as well

so confused

i think I have lost my love

i should really go now its timw
 
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struggling guys

serious S thoughts again got dragged back to other peoples triubles now I'm left hurt

this can't go on I'm not short shy of 60 and this battle has taken palce over 45 years it has to end
 
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Sometimes, when I'm really having a difficult time I talk to myself. No one seems to answer back as far as I can tell but it seems to help me sort things out in my head a little sometimes when I talk to myself. Do you ever talk out loud to yourself when no one is around? Maybe that would help ease the hurt a little? I don't know.
 
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@letmein Do you think you're an immediate danger to yourself? If so, would you consider voluntary admission to keep you safe and get you well?
 
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How are you doing today, letmein? Are you still in crisis or has there been any improvement? I agree with Wishbone, if you are still in crisis, I would seriously think about voluntary admission into a hospital. At least in a hospital, you ought to meet other people in crisis, and sometimes for me, just being with others who are in a similar situation helps me feel less alone and isolated. It's no longer me against the world, it's me and my fellow mental patients against the world. That seems a little better than going it alone. But we're also here in this forum for each other's support. So we'll be here for you too.
 
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hi guys i'm a bit brighter

fucking illness sick of it :(
 
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Glad to hear at least some of the despair has lifted. Yes. Mental illness is a difficult thing to endure. I think we are all heroes for going through it and persevering in spite of it. In a sense, anyone who goes through mental illness and doesn't give up deserves some kind of medal or recognition for overcoming so much. Granted, we'll probably never get any kind of recognition other than some who call us "crazy" but if they only knew what we go through on a daily basis...
 
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