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So I Just Have to Accept

Someoldguy

Someoldguy

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People are always trying to tell me that it's me. He will do EVERYTHING, except court me the old fashioned way, and take me out on dates, and treat me like a lady. Always trying to tell me that I am emotionally insecure because I wont have sex with strangers and I won't touch women sexually.

I sometimes feel like the gods of this world are envious of the purity between a real male human and a real female human. They have done everything to divide us.

My picture of love is Laura and Almonzo from Little House on the Prairie, or Anne and Gilbert from Anne of Green Gables.

Now he tells me that polymory is normal, and that everyone is bisexual, and that strip clubs, gay clubs and orgies are the norm.
It is obvious that you already know these are lies. Why are you associating with an abuser and a liar? It will get worse, not better. Send him away. Not to return.
 
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sallimae76

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It is obvious that you already know these are lies. Why are you associating with an abuser and a liar? It will get worse, not better. Send him away. Not to return.
I don't talk to him. He has god like powers. Harasses me with a voice that says "ape" non stop, 24/7. I cried and told him I will do ANYTHING, if he just goes away, but he won't. Just cries "ape" "I'm mad" "burn" and "I can't believe it" non-stop. Drives me crazy. I want to kill myself.
 
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sallimae76

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I have a theory that the creator of this universe is a gay man. He will dress up as women and as lesbians, because he wants to believe that everyone is gay, like him. He will make pornography, and pretend that sex acts between women actuality achieve orgasm. He will do any awkward sex act, and pretend that it achieves orgasm, and just will make noises. He hates real human women.
 
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sallimae76

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I have a clitoris in my vagina, yet when I google "can not have an orgasm with anal sex" it comes back with the opposite, "anal sex orgasms" . He clearly lives among us, and has positioned himself as a sex expert, even though he does not know what he is doing.
 
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nohope4u

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Yeah so obviously you are free to choose your sex life and your sex preference. And your God cannot be weird unless you are made from weird yourself but if you feel beauty and goodness within then God had it.
Please what do you mean with "he has god like powers" ? describe and explain to me.
 
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nohope4u

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I too sometime feel like we are a bag of dirt sexual obsessional and then I always recall the great poetry, philosophist, mathematician, scientist, creator, artist, etc. So yeah people would act like pigs in this world but meanwhile we are full of the greatest spirits (I call it "decadence and vertue paradox"). Just a few days ago I was looking this place in Malaysia where childs are sold for sexual slavery, and I noticed people were studying Budhism at the same place. That's how I perceive life. Always full of delusion and emotions in the same time. You'r not alone. I like and love sex with the girl I do love.
 
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sallimae76

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He has the power to whisper in the air. He can take any human form.
 
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Emed

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I don't talk to him. He has god like powers. Harasses me with a voice that says "ape" non stop, 24/7. I cried and told him I will do ANYTHING, if he just goes away, but he won't. Just cries "ape" "I'm mad" "burn" and "I can't believe it" non-stop. Drives me crazy. I want to kill myself.
it feels so real but it’s not I think the voices come to stop up for really living because if we do the voices inside us die! I feel somethings going on with me a lot like you! The man is not real it’s just your mentality ill. Don’t fed the thoughts you know it’s easier said but you know how I know it’s not real because nothing ever happens nothing changes nothing come from it . Real things are of matter and can be seen and felt by others! If he doesn’t touch you he’s not real! A voice or a shadow can be imagined but if it can be something others can share in than that’s real!
 
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Emed

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Reality is not a voice in your head it’s everything out wide of that!!!!!
 
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sallimae76

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JS is the man behind the voices. The creator of this world is a misogynist abomination.
 
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sallimae76

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He is NOT a sex expert, and he needs to leave people alone. I don't give a fuck about his oral sex and anal sex and homosexuality. I AM A REAL HUMAN WOMAN, AND HE WILL NOT DICTATE SEX AND SEXUALITY FOR ME ANY LONGER!!!! NEEDS TO BE DESTROYED!!!!
 
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sallimae76

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WE DON'T HAVE FREE WILL!!!! WHEN I CHOSE TO LIVE MY LIFE AS A VIRGIN, HE ATTACKED ME WITH THESE VOICES WHERE HE SAYS "I'M AN APE" "I'M MAD" "WHORE" "I CAN'T BELIEVE IT" AND "BURN".
 
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sallimae76

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HAS SENT ME MESSAGES THAT WOMEN ARE "LYING WHORES" AND HAS TOLD ME "I WISH YOU WERE GAY". Makes up stories about "incels" and "women leaving monogamous relationships to have sex with numerous strange men" and women getting abortions. He is ONE FUCKED UP CHARACTER, A DEVIANT AND JEALOUS MONSTER!!!!
 
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