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rhianelen
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hey, im not quite sure whether I belong here, as i have not actually been diagnosed with depession.
I'm not sure if i belong anywhere to be honest, I feel lost and alone.
Im the kindve person that people assume is happy, mainly because I tell them I am; I have developed a mask that hides my "depression" from friends and family. The only one who knows a small portion of my feelings is my boyfriend who came home to find I had taken an overdose and made me throw them up.
Ive gotten to the point that I dont know who I am anymore, i used to be a strong, willfull, happy, confident young woman, and now....
I'm a mess.
Ive become so dependant on my boyfriend, he has recently gone down south to visit family and I find myself a nervous wreck, constantly ringing and texting him, which, although I know he hates it and it will drive a wedge between us, i cant help it.
I dont know how to fix myself,
I have contacted my GP to ask for councilling, and have a consultation booked for next week.
Im hoping that joining this forum helps,
and if it doesnt,
i tried.
regards,
RhianElen

I'm not sure if i belong anywhere to be honest, I feel lost and alone.
Im the kindve person that people assume is happy, mainly because I tell them I am; I have developed a mask that hides my "depression" from friends and family. The only one who knows a small portion of my feelings is my boyfriend who came home to find I had taken an overdose and made me throw them up.
Ive gotten to the point that I dont know who I am anymore, i used to be a strong, willfull, happy, confident young woman, and now....
I'm a mess.
Ive become so dependant on my boyfriend, he has recently gone down south to visit family and I find myself a nervous wreck, constantly ringing and texting him, which, although I know he hates it and it will drive a wedge between us, i cant help it.
I dont know how to fix myself,
I have contacted my GP to ask for councilling, and have a consultation booked for next week.
Im hoping that joining this forum helps,
and if it doesnt,
i tried.
regards,
RhianElen
