- May 27, 2009
Feeling really quite confused right now. My body feels like I'm weighed down by lead weights, but I can't switch my mind off. I didn't sleep last night and I don't think I'll have much hope tonight. I've had a broken two hour nap during the day, but both before and after that I have been unable to concentrate on one thing. I'm at present reading a book, watching a documentary and desperately seeking something to do with my hands. I feel like I've been hit by a bus, and yet I'm buzzing. I have work tonight (I work night shifts), but I desperately want to go dancing and generally rampage. I feel like ringing my boss and telling her to stuff her f***ing job, as right now, I have much more interesting things to do. Not good.