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Slight Paranoia - Deepening Wondering if People Talking about me/20ml dose

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Hi Folks, Hi All,

Yesterday I took my usual gone back to 20ml dose, i was taking 25ml temporarily owing to the weather this week, rain rain and rain.

Out this morning, I received that slight paranoia about me, and couldn't switch off, when out to shop, and on my return from shopping, when surrounded by large amount of folk, say in a supermarket, I'm not too bad.

So thereafter, I increased my dose back, to 25ml, after r eturned to home.


I am going to book up a urgent GP appointment, to request, something for my Freedom Pass Renewal, and within that appointment, I'll explain, that I made a mistake of dropping dose back, thinking that because I had been stablised for so long on 25ml, and in fact, I've realised, since whilst on 20ml officially on medical GP mental health basis, that 25ml is far the best dose for me, ah, even though, however painstakingly annoying side affects, I might suffer with , in that, it's the med, it's strong alerting waking, I am straight.

And very much in love/lust with for my strong mutual admirer/potential Gent Friend still, that hasn't changed. Anyway diagressing in terms of side affects indirectly which might annoy me, during my strong dose in alerting and waking hours.


Overall, to control the major main ailments, such as hearing voices, intrusive thoughts, and slight bouts of paranoia, I''ll be much happier back to 25ml.


As usual, I do listen to musicals and music, and knitting combined, I am hoping that when the weat her improves, parents go out shopping quite a bit, I'll then be able to resume working out in at home, onwards again.


Have a pleasant evening all,


Best Regards all,



Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,


I managed to get my short but effective workout done, this morning a 12 minute mini workout.

I have a GP appointment later, to enable to have assistance from them, extra for my renewal Freedom Pass, and I'll try to within the session, ressurrect my dose up, to 25ml again, once this hopefully has been achieved, dad might be in the appointment session with me, I'll feel a lot happier in terms of being on 25ml med officially.


Have a good day all,


Best regards all,


Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,


I am now happier, my dose has been ressurrected back from 20ml, to 25ml.

I am hoping I'll do another harder and faster workout challenging session in the morning, early morning tomorrow.

Hopefully this evening, late afternoon, I'll settle down to listen to musicals and music and knit.


Have a pleasant evening all,

Best Regards all,

Natalie
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,

I'm much much happier and feeling better having ressurrected my dose up to 25ml.

This evening, I will settle down, to knit and listen to musicals and music.


Hopefully, I'll do another short or extensive workout tomorrow depending on what sort of time I might be up for the day.


Have a good evening all,


Best regards all.

Natalie.
 
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HI Folks, Hi All,

I am much much better on 25ml, than how I wasn't on 20ml, paranoia wise, and also causing me to feel anxious slightly until I could ressurrect the dose up, to 25ml.


I have been earlier on this evening from 8 listening to musical and knitting combined.

My sinsues have been painful at my tooth, so I needed to clean mouth, presently in review, mode, and place dental jel, on, and used my sensitivity based mouthwash.


I had been using my inahler stick, and I took a dose of sinuses remedy med.


Have a good evening all,

Best regards,all,

Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,

I am much better on 25ml, I have been for the hour, listening to music and knitting. My mother eventually when I reach to cast off point, might help me out, as sometimes, I just can't properly cast off.

Certainly much much better and less anxious also now i am back to 25ml.


Looking forward all being well to working out tomorrow.

Have a pleasant evening overnight all, and I'll return to brief you all with an update, in due course of the day tomorrow.

Probably, at the turn of midday, I should think.


Best Regards all,

My sinsues are now better.

Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,


I am alright, I'm very well now, taking 25ml at present, from my wad of 20ml daily bottles, nearer to running out, I'll reorder, and all being well on the label should then read, 25ml daily and I'll receive five bottles. It was originally my error, due to I should have then said, to the normal junior anchor GP, that there will be some days, where I'll have to increase to 25ml, I completely forgot to add that on. I was then feeling slightly annoyed about that.


I couldn't manage to workout today, owing to I was in a deep sleep. i shall try to workout tomorrow morning.


I have no ailments to report at the present time, and certainly not now that i am back, to 25ml.


Have a good day all,


Best regards all.

Natalie.
 
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Hi Folks,

I am very well, without any reported problems at 25ml, so no problems there.

I/we;re fa ther and i are just awaiting upon the letter from the GP, in terms of my application for renewal for Freedom Pass, and then we will crack on, to deal with the completion of the form and supporting evidence, and send that in and indirectly via the Post office,they weigh the envelopes by size, so for the correct postage.


Then that will be all done and dusted, yet, until another few or five years. Hopefully the expiry date will be much longer, than five years, this lot presently gave me very much so of a stressful headache.


And parents as well generally.


Anyway, now back to 25ml, I am happier, and very much better, bearing in mind owing to the weather fronts, no pun intended, I just haven't been out today, hopefully, I'll go out with dad and we will have my photograph done, tomorrow. Depending on the circumstances of the weather.


Have a pleasant afternoon/evening all,


Best regards all.
 
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Hi Folks, Hi All,

I'm alright accept aware of the noisy blustery weather in London, Uk, I don't have any mental health issues to report at this time f rom within me, and for once, very peaceful without those helciopters, just to annoy and disturb me.

I am hoping, I'll workouti tomorrow, in fact, I'll levell off, from taking th eFluoxetine, that causes me to sleep longer, so I might be able to workout.

Have a good evening all, oh yes, still at it, listening to music and knitting, have been knitting,

Best regards all,

Natalie.
 
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HI Folks, Hi All,

I'm alright, very well taking 25ml daily now. And onwards.

I have been listening within the hour to Jane McDonald, and knitting.

I am going to be levelling off, from taking the Fluxoetine, as I would like to hopefully be up much earlier all being well to enable me to get a workout done, and achallenging workout.


My psorasis has been itchy a bit, so tomorrow, I must wash and restyle hair again, to keep the psorasis under control.


Have a good evening/overnight all,

And hopefully sleep well.

Best regards all,

Natalie.
 
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Thank you very much Hello513. Much appreciated.

Nice to meet you, I'm not sure if we've liaised, before.

Best Regards.
 
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