- Apr 14, 2019
I keep beating myself up over my impulsivities of me posting on explicit sites. I am ashamed of myself, and i try to talk to my counsellor and ONLY my counselor about that portion of my past. I feel evil, gross, trashy and scummy for all that. I can’t believe that I am a good person, and pure and nice. I will always have this skeleton looking me in the mirror and showing me why I am not all so good, and nice. I feel terrible, I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to talk to my family about it, it’s personal and private and they’re very strict. But I just want to forgive myself and let it go. What should I do?