- Mar 22, 2019
- South Korea
I tried to make myself happy, but I am depressed and angry. Yeah. If I piss people off, it's all my fault. I still have to blame myself if this shit wasn't. People around me in the past bitched about reputation. You have to sacrifice everything to maintain it. Reputation is everything if you want to survive. Otherwise, it is impossible to commence this shit. I tried to prove myself that his views were pure horseshit, but this economy soiled everything. I have to be driven by paranoia to barely get by. Sacrifice my self esteem to these demanding, mercurial fucktards to get paid. Because money judges whether if food gets into my stomach. This emotion is old af. I'm sick of it.