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mickeymoo
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Hopefully someone can give me some advise. I have not been diagnosed with bipolar but I hope this is the right place.
Basically. I was given mirtazapine about a month ago. I am only on a small dose. I spoke to my dr after a few days and said they had given me bundles of energy and have rapidly decreased my need for sleep etcetc which she said was good.
BUT, I sort of feel I might be going to far but I can't control it if you know what I mean. I am also getting quite resricted on what I can do which is bothering me. I have spent all the money I can get my hands on so can't do that. I am even trying to sell stuff I have just so I have access to money to fill my urge.
I am quite restricted in the evening to. I have a 3 year old daughter (single mum) and I am exhausting everything I can do in the evening and during the night. I have already repainted the house. I just end up doing the housework again and again and again when shes in bed to keep me busy.
I am strarting to feel a bit desperate but I don't know how exactly. I think its mainly because I am running out of stuff to do and everything I do I can do so quickly at the moment so can't fill my time doing that.
Then when I go to bed my minds so busy I can't sleep but I just don't know what to do with my thoughts so my thoughts get carried away-like I hear my phone ringing when it doesn't and I can smell my husbands aftershave when hes not been round.
Please help, don't know what to do. I am waiting for an appointment with the councillor for my depression and been waiting a month already. Just don't know what to do. I know this is a meaningless ramble but it gives me something to do and I dont expect anyone to really understand it anyway because I really don't understand it myself.

Basically. I was given mirtazapine about a month ago. I am only on a small dose. I spoke to my dr after a few days and said they had given me bundles of energy and have rapidly decreased my need for sleep etcetc which she said was good.
BUT, I sort of feel I might be going to far but I can't control it if you know what I mean. I am also getting quite resricted on what I can do which is bothering me. I have spent all the money I can get my hands on so can't do that. I am even trying to sell stuff I have just so I have access to money to fill my urge.
I am quite restricted in the evening to. I have a 3 year old daughter (single mum) and I am exhausting everything I can do in the evening and during the night. I have already repainted the house. I just end up doing the housework again and again and again when shes in bed to keep me busy.
I am strarting to feel a bit desperate but I don't know how exactly. I think its mainly because I am running out of stuff to do and everything I do I can do so quickly at the moment so can't fill my time doing that.
Then when I go to bed my minds so busy I can't sleep but I just don't know what to do with my thoughts so my thoughts get carried away-like I hear my phone ringing when it doesn't and I can smell my husbands aftershave when hes not been round.
Please help, don't know what to do. I am waiting for an appointment with the councillor for my depression and been waiting a month already. Just don't know what to do. I know this is a meaningless ramble but it gives me something to do and I dont expect anyone to really understand it anyway because I really don't understand it myself.

