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Should I be getting help for this?

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sarojini21

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Hi all, Just joined, and needing some advice. I have been experiencing a high level of stress in my job constantly since September and I have been working crazy long hours to keep on top. I'm also pretty sure that someone higher up than me is deliberately making life difficult. My union has been involved; this is not all in my imagination. This week I seem to have hit a new phase and I'm not sure if it warrants my seeking medical help or not. I just can't seem to concentrate any more although I'm constantly thinking about work. I am a newly-qualified teacher in an inner-city school and this week I am being observed by an advisor from my LEA, the following week we have a mock OFSTED inspection which may well trigger the real thing very soon. Trouble is, I can't seem to focus enough any more to get any extra preparation work done. Tonight I was sitting at my laptop and suddenly began crying. I can't sleep well, and I'm getting through the days on caffeine drinks. Tonight I kept seeing things I know aren't there peering round the door at me. I just can't imagine being able to make it through another day there- and we've only just come back after half term! All I want to do is shut myself away on my own, but when I do, I just stare at my laptop screen;writing this is the only thing I've achieved in over 3 hours. I feel like I am grinding to a halt somehow, and the more pressing it is to get some work done, the more inertia I get.
5 years ago, I had what my husband thought was a small "nervous breakdown" due to an emotionally stressful situation.This doesn't feel exactly the same, but some elements are similar.
What is wrong with me? I'm afraid I shall be too anxious to be able to do myself justice in the observations coming up.
Am I making too much of this, or do I need to get help? Are these warning signs?
 
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The seeing things like you describe can certainly be lack of sleep realated .. you start to see things move in your periferal vision ....

.. if you are drinking a lot of caffine then cutting back on that might help, have a cut off point in the evening .. and have at least 1 hour ritual before you go to bed to prepare yourself for sleep ...

It does seem at the moment you are very tired , and anxios , try and get some rest , remember to eat properly as well ..

... I realy dont want to say that you have a problem as yet .. just a normal reaction to frustration and exhaustion ...
 
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