- Jun 22, 2014
So, my surgery is tomorrow and I'm so scared. I don't want anyone to touch me. I don't want the sudden blackness of anesthesia. And if the surgery doesn't accomplish all they think it should, they will wait until I'm awake to determine this- they will continue operating while I'm awake. I pray this doesn't happen. They assured me they would use a numbing agent but I knew immediately that meant getting shots around my eyes. I have to get through this and being a sobbing idiot isn't going to help.