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SelfRespect

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Struggling with the need to sh

I have become a recluse to the world, apart from putting washing out I don't leave the house, shopping is delivered and anything else is online. I don't call anyone and no longer have friends just my husband who gets angry when I self harm and the last children left at home. I carry both physical disabilities and scars from self harm. Now I just want to sh to just get through each day, yet this is the best I've been in years. I suffer from depression, social anxiety and BPD. I know a lot think BPD is a fake illness like ME used to be seen but I can say it is real and debilitating

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I have been told many times to either pinc, use ice or draw but nothing alternative works and I just get tense and frustrated, I have tried fantasising about sh to alleviate the feelings but it doesn't work. I need the real thing I need something real and that hurts to take away the hurt

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