- May 1, 2020
I am having trouble to be strong. I am nervous around kids. They can be loud and outspoken. I feel I need to toughen up. It is hard because of how low my self esteem is and how high my panic is. If someone raises their voice to me I get so upset. Including kids. It can make me so angry or else it makes me afraid. I don’t know how to handle stress and pressure well. This is why I haven’t had a job yet. I am still learning to deal with this. It’s not easy. But I am trying. I feel so stupid to feel that kids are braver than me. This weakness feeling is slowly killing me. I will get no where in life as a “snowflake” as that term is used in today’s society. A snowflake is someone fragile and easily offended. I am easily broken.