- Apr 5, 2010
i know i shouldnt but all i can think about is cutting myself i think it will make me feel better.. i feeel like i can quite handle life at the minute.. feel like i just hit hurdle after hurdle all the time.. i just want every thing to stop for a while.. i cant quite cope with everything at the minute!! nothings ever just alright for me.. im getting kicked out my house because my neighbour told my land lord about my brother smoking weed in the garden beacuse she can smell it!! so hes said he wont tolarate drugs!! and ive got to move my 5th july!!! ive just had an operation because i had an abortion in feb and i was still bleeding.. there was some of the pregnancy still left in the womb.. so i had to be put to sleep to have it removed.. really do feel like i should just fall off the world.... ive been seeing a lad he && my son are the people that actaulyy stop me from killing myself right now anyway.. the reason i was posting is to see if anyone could give me any advise on what to do when all i cant think about is selfharming!!