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DukeD
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Hi all, i am sure this will be viewed as a slightly taboo subject but i wanted to bring it up. I was diagnosed 4 years ago with Bipolar 1/2 (borderline) and since then have tried many medications. I am now on Lithium and Lamotrigine and have been for about 2 of the 4 years. They are ok but i still hit very big lows which is obviously dispointing. I live a very healthy life, veggie, no booze, no smoking and i do my best to sleep for a good amount of time every night.
With all the above in mind i have been researching about self medication. I am going to venture down this path purely out of interest and intrigue and i will be taking a properly measured amount of MDMA. I will be on my own and in my house with calming music. I hope for the session to last 4-6 hours in which i am going to let what ever will happen, happen.
I am keen to get peoples thoughts on this and has anyone tried it? What has happened? Good? Bad?
With all the above in mind i have been researching about self medication. I am going to venture down this path purely out of interest and intrigue and i will be taking a properly measured amount of MDMA. I will be on my own and in my house with calming music. I hope for the session to last 4-6 hours in which i am going to let what ever will happen, happen.
I am keen to get peoples thoughts on this and has anyone tried it? What has happened? Good? Bad?