It must be really difficult if you cannot be with your partner. I can understand why that would make you feel upset. Have you ever had any therapy to help with you feeling so low?
Yes I've tried therapy most my life. The last one he discharged me after 4 sessions cuz I didn't make any progress, I feel so low.. last time I felt this low I tried to kill my self but chickened out. I really do just want to die....
It is terrible you were discharged after four sessions! Was this therapy on the NHS? I think you should report him. It sounds like you have been really unlucky with therapists. The right one can make so much difference and be a huge help. I understand you wanting to die as you want your pain to go away. I do not want you to die and I am sure your partner does not either. It is possible to get the right support for feeling depressed.
Trent PTS, behavioural therapy to try think things more differently. More of the same throughout the years. Nothing has ever worked. I feel lost . And I do just want to die. The world would be better off
I believe that sometimes we need a lot of therapy before it starts to work and sometimes you may not be in the right frame of mind for it. I would try therapy again. Maybe cognitive analtical therapy would be more beneficial for you. I am so sorry you feel loss and want to die. I do not want you to die.
I am surprised your doctor has not suggested it. I am no expert but you sound very depressed right now and I think an antidepressant may be able to help you. I cannot function without antidepressants. They can really take the edge of the low feeling. Is it something you would try?