- May 14, 2017
Hi!! I self harmed today as my partner has been messaging other women, telling them how pretty, sexy, hot etc.... I caught him before and promised he wouldn't do it again!! Little did I know that he was messaging my ex ex best friend who told a lot of people my partner was bad to me and didn't let me go out anywhere, then to find a message telling her in April last year that she was still a good, hot woman!! I self-harmed bad today!! I've had totally enough!! I just want to smash the house up!! He said it was lies but I seen the messages!! I do have to give my ex ex best friend her dues, she didnt reply!! I've totally had enough, I cant do this anymore!! I'm hurt so much I literally HATE him!! I've no fight left in me at all!! I'm so unhappy atm!! 13 years and 7 months and 1 week and 3 days is a lot to give up but I'm not being used like that anymore!! 😪😔😥😭💔💔💔!!