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antcer1
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hi, im new to this forum. i dont usually do this sort of thing but i dont know where else to turn.
ive suffered with depression amoungst other mental health problems for 6 years and ive been doing ok for a while...atm my mood is very black and im on a road to self destruction...ive been self harming quite badly and other self destructive behaviour (wont say) because im at a loss with how to cope with this extreme blackness. my hubby seems at a loss with what to do for the best and my family dont know how bad its got...what do i tell my mum? again?? im having suicidal thoughts and ive tried several times to ring the crisis team but keep hanging up...yeah im a chicken....i just wanted to tell someone how im feeling.
ive suffered with depression amoungst other mental health problems for 6 years and ive been doing ok for a while...atm my mood is very black and im on a road to self destruction...ive been self harming quite badly and other self destructive behaviour (wont say) because im at a loss with how to cope with this extreme blackness. my hubby seems at a loss with what to do for the best and my family dont know how bad its got...what do i tell my mum? again?? im having suicidal thoughts and ive tried several times to ring the crisis team but keep hanging up...yeah im a chicken....i just wanted to tell someone how im feeling.